Friday, January 02, 2009

When Perfect Feels Awful

Here is something to ponder: What might our lives feel like to us when from heaven's perspective, everything is going perfectly, that is, when we are right on target in moving towards our destiny? God's "perfect" might just feel like our "yuck!" or "arrg!"


On the first of every month, Our Lord gives Anne a new message about His call to service.

January 1, 2009

Jesus

Dear apostles, today I wish to bring you heavenly encouragement. You often feel the opposite of encouragement, that is, discouragement. While this experience of discouragement is an unavoidable part of your time on earth, I want you to be aware of My presence in this cross. Talk to Me about your feelings of discouragement and you will move through these periods safely and more comfortably. If you talk to Me, you will be better able to understand that your discouragement comes from your humanity and not from heaven. In other words, feelings of discouragement are not accurate reflections of heaven’s feelings about you, your service or your effectiveness. It could be that all is going perfectly with you from heaven’s perspective, and yet, you are unaware of this for many reasons. Perhaps we are allowing a cross of suffering for you to bring benefits to you and to the world. You feel this as discouragement and yet heaven is not discouraged. Indeed, it is often the case that heaven is pleased with your faithfulness in the face of your cross. Human discouragement must be viewed with Me, Jesus, so that its cause and benefit can be understood. As an example, someone suffering in their body with sickness or limitation can justly understand their struggle with discouragement. An apostle struggling in this way can accept that he is both receiving graces himself and obtaining graces for others. Beloved apostles, allow Me into your struggle. It will become lighter. I will keep you encouraged if you remain united to Me.

2 comments:

E said...

Marie,
Thanks for posting this. I have heard of this movement and it intrigues me. It really speaks to my suffering in IF.
God Bless,
Erin

Marie said...

I remember times of feeling like I was certainly a disappointment to God for not being able to bear children. It's such an ugly lie!

Direction for our Times is such a simple, basic apostolate. It has helped me value the foundational kinds of rhythms in my spiritual life, like going to confession regularly (rather than being driven by "feelings of need" which are so unreliable and untrustworthy in me!)

The messages given through Anne are striking as well.

We have a local prayer group that meets twice a month. Groups like this are springing up all over the place. Maybe there is one near you!