Here is something to ponder: What might our lives feel like to us when from heaven's perspective, everything is going perfectly, that is, when we are right on target in moving towards our destiny?  God's "perfect" might just feel like our "yuck!" or "arrg!"
On the first of every month, Our Lord gives Anne a new message about His call to  service.
January 1, 2009
 Jesus
Dear apostles, today I  wish to bring you heavenly encouragement. You often feel the opposite of  encouragement, that is, discouragement. While this experience of discouragement  is an unavoidable part of your time on earth, I want you to be aware of My  presence in this cross. Talk to Me about your feelings of discouragement and you  will move through these periods safely and more comfortably. If you talk to Me,  you will be better able to understand that your discouragement comes from your  humanity and not from heaven. In other words, feelings of discouragement are not  accurate reflections of heaven’s feelings about you, your service or your  effectiveness. It could be that all is going perfectly with you from heaven’s  perspective, and yet, you are unaware of this for many reasons. Perhaps we are  allowing a cross of suffering for you to bring benefits to you and to the world.  You feel this as discouragement and yet heaven is not discouraged. Indeed, it is  often the case that heaven is pleased with your faithfulness in the face of your  cross. Human discouragement must be viewed with Me, Jesus, so that its cause and  benefit can be understood. As an example, someone suffering in their body with  sickness or limitation can justly understand their struggle with discouragement.  An apostle struggling in this way can accept that he is both receiving graces  himself and obtaining graces for others. Beloved apostles, allow Me into your  struggle. It will become lighter. I will keep you encouraged if you remain  united to Me.
Marie,
ReplyDeleteThanks for posting this. I have heard of this movement and it intrigues me. It really speaks to my suffering in IF.
God Bless,
Erin
I remember times of feeling like I was certainly a disappointment to God for not being able to bear children. It's such an ugly lie!
ReplyDeleteDirection for our Times is such a simple, basic apostolate. It has helped me value the foundational kinds of rhythms in my spiritual life, like going to confession regularly (rather than being driven by "feelings of need" which are so unreliable and untrustworthy in me!)
The messages given through Anne are striking as well.
We have a local prayer group that meets twice a month. Groups like this are springing up all over the place. Maybe there is one near you!